Entangled

How I wish things could be much simpler,
and that the illusion could slowly fade away by itself,
and even though the ice got thinner and thinner under me,
there will always be that glimpse of hope,
waiting...waiting for IT to bloom.

Things were never fair in the beginning,
nor has it changed even till now.
But occasionally, I do wonder,
how much is enough.

I do feel inferior,
so much so that I ponder if I have ever crossed the boundary accidentally.
and even so, I am unable to turn back,
I realized I have lost my way.

I feel bad,
and I have always wanted to change that stubborn character of mine.

I shd just let the water flow naturally...

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另一次不怀好意的玩笑