The cell cultures didnt grow today.
Could it be because of insuffient time?
or just pure contamination?
There goes my 3 batches of medium.
can't understand.
now at a loss as to what to do next :(

and 1 paper tmrw evening, but not my forte.
Misterlyon is running out of time...

Life

Sometimes in life we have to go through so much and go so far,
before knowing what we really want.
Its just a process that some or maybe all humans go through.
Its life, some may know in the early parts of their lives what they want,
and sought after it.

Some may find what they are looking for after a very long time.
Some may never even find what they are looking for.

No matter what happens in life,
we are responsible for our own actions and decisions made.

Reading week

Left lab at 8pm
Reached home at 10, totally drained out.
Today a huge 'bomb' dropped on me!!
I shall not emphasize on it, cos it has been ringing in my head on my way home.
so to his horror, misterlyon will be doing lab all the way till 10 may,
even if results appear on 9 may, i am gonna 'squeeze' it into the presentation somehow someway
Signed out 50 very small n cutie 100ml conical flasks, equipped 30 with rubber stoppers...
it was nicely placed infront of me, forgot to photo them.
short of 20 stoppers which I may have to 'make' myself....*sighz*
people always laughed at the stoppers that I made...hmm....
they are joking, but not very good feeling inside of me...but then i shall improve on my skills.

have been trying to call into 987 for 'patch it and cash it' :)
but to no avail haha
havnt had a chance to play this game, tho its damn easy.
Where's my lady luck hiding?
Come come to me!!!

Am trapped in Singapore, for stupid reasons by immigration...
long long story...
So i can't fly out and observe the volcanic ash in iceland..lol

Oh, out of no where..I am so so addicted to Justin Bieber's video of 'Baby'....
The dance steps are so cool, and they dance on the bowling alley lanes haha...
then i started to think of some crazy idea regarding my grad dinner, really stupid and lame la!

Slowly losing the gamble that I made 3 months ago,
Sometimes u just have to submit to FATE
powerful word,
yet sometimes .....

Just a word..

Because of my mysterious level of stupidity,
read a word wrongly....
and that was the only qn i knew how to do...sighz

Robot wannabe

Back to the familiar place again...
todays gonna be a tiring day.
and tmr's HR exam..
and I havnt studied :s

I wish I was a robot....

Coming soon....

So looking forward to this haha...
A second chance given to love :)

A must-watch movie!

Ending soon

Tmrw officially marks the last day of this sem.
Dunno if I shd be happy or sad.
I guess both and I probably miss campus very soon.
wanted to do something special tmrw, but dropped the idea.
Sometimes I think my actions are pretty childish.

Anyway, didnt slp well yesterday.
perhaps I just can't take the fact that I am still being under controlled.
maybe its just my oversensitive feeling.
maybe I am just being over-concerned by others.
at certain times, I just wanna rebel, or the situation might get worse in the future.
I dictate my own life, I choose my own path.
Eventually, I just hope that my feelings/intentions are understood by others.
Its that simple...

I realized today I am still at that inferior stage.
I get jealous very easily....
and sometimes I give in very easily too.
oh wells....

Did something stupid for my thesis today.
Everything just didnt turn out well.
May tmrw be a better day!
Looking forward...

Hot n Cold

Yesterday night was pretty cold, nice weather to sleep.
And as always, my 15 mins nap will turn out to be 5/6 hours sleep. sighz...

so today decided to come school.
gonna stay at ea do thesis.
tho its rather hot here these few days, but sometimes the wind could be pretty strong :)
had a short meeting with Dr He, and asked for a couple of days extension for thesis.
not my style though..
luckily she was okay with it :)
But I still felt really bad for not following to the deadline.
lyon never had good time management at all.
So most of my classmates are now rushing for fri's submission.

alright then...
thesis-ing IN PROGRESS!

Last Lap

Have been trying to continue my thesis,
but realized that I still do not understand the concepts :(
and I think my results are not sufficient enough to pen down the full set of discussions.
gosh!
1st draft deadline is fri :x
Been getting realli tired recently,
am thinking of not going sch tmrw.
Stay at home, lock myself in the room...ban myself from facebook.....
Can I?

Mum has fallen ill, has been coughing since saturday.
but she refuses to see a doc. sighz...
rather worried for her.

Watched AR on youtube yesterday, cuz it was the Singapore leg haha
And I guessed it right!
The task on the flyer was the Fast Forward. How cool is that? I don't think I can do it la.
Fear of heights...hoho
So Dan and Jordan, I salute u guys!
Detour - Play drums at Speakers Corner or Sell 25 sandwich ice creams at bugis market area.
Hmm...I would go with the ice cream actually. Drums are pretty hard to learn. U gotta be a music person to get the beat.
Roadblock at the shipyard. Count the links in the anchor chain. I think its pretty stupid...haha..oops
And it ended off nicely at Marina Barrage!
Next week, remaining 4 teams will head to Shanghai. Two episodes for China, so probably next leg is non-elimination.

Zzz....

沉默着

也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生。。

Ding Dong! It's week 12...

Ya, means exams coming soon, hmm, not very good good news haha

Arrived in sch 645am. Decided to avoid the jam today.
Currently in YIH Study Area which is now opened 24/7 for exams prep :)
Got aircon!!
okie, shall do up the grad dinner nominee list and finish off safety project which is due like tomorrow lol...
I admit I did learn quite a bit from the project, at least it motivates me to think what has been covered during the lectures.
Amist the busy academic stuff.......
Playing zooworld recently, its ADDICTIVE haha, oh and I am now stucked at a level where I need to get 2 of every species I have, which is pretty hard. Cuz u can't buy the rare species :(

Amazing Race Singapore leg next monday!
Well, something nice to look forward to haha
A task at the Singapore Flyer where they have to go all the way to the top of the wheel first, and I am guessing they have to move from one capsule to another by climbing the ladder. Everything is in the air!! 165 m high :x
and when they were filming this leg, the flyer had to close for that whole morning.
I am speculating it could be a Fast Forward, not very sure, can't tell much from that 10s trailer...
From the spoilers, pitstop could be at Marina Barrage, which I think is rather appropriate :)

Getting a bit sleepy now...
Shall get a cup of YaKun coffee + my fav coffee bread brought from home.
Awesome!!

Craving!

hoho
now in the middle of the night....
I feel like having Fish & Co!!! lol
gosh, its been a long time I guess...18 months liao!
Calling Jerry soon to make appt :p

Miles

lots of things to update, but I am just lazy. lalala :p

This morning, I just remembered abt the krisflyer miles I accumulated during sep :)
dun wanna waste it, after the 'torture'/enjoyment of being in the air for close to 37 hours....
was rather curious abt how I could redeem my miles haha.
so decided to search and to my disappointment, there were only limited countries I can visit :(

ouch!
perhaps I shd just fly to some beach and look at the sea for a day!

Alright, better check when my miles expire.

I guess its time to just enjoy what I am doing
Some actions just do not require any reason to start with...

If I could turn back time,
I probably would have felt better now.