Stuffy Lyon

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I was tossing in my bed for 25 mins, and I can't seem to enter slumberland :(
But then later need to wake up early for fyp lehz, mum is gg to scold me for not waking up early

Starting to get worried now.
Tonight seems so weird.
Heart beating faster than usual :x
Felt rather stuffy;
Have been bottling things up lately, not abt fyp, but......
Lyon is becoming quieter, not that he wants to but he is left with no choice,
Miserable inside, 'strong' on the outside, but wat for?
Who says a guy can't shed tears?
I wish dere's a talking robot infront of me now, sighz

or maybe a glass bottle where I can keep all my secrets.
I was wrong, seems like my 2nd blog doesnt really help

Alright, I will try to slp again. I must try cuz I really need rest le
Good Night, may tmrw be a better day....

Its tough to say it out, neither is it tough to forget

Inspiration

I came across a book at Borders.
"Brida" written by Paulo Coelho.
The synopsis at the back of the book reads -

'But how will I know who my Soulmate is?'
'By taking risks,' she said to Brida
'By risking failures, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in your search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.'

Stucked

Today didnt go for Sushi buffet with Joan, kj they all....
So joined them for pool in the afternoon,
was a fun day afterall,
but something was on my mind.

Received bad news yesterday night, something which i didnt expect, but it happened.
I was shocked,
2.5 yrs already, how time flies
yet it has to end up this way...
Its a tough decision to make, and I don't think I am in a position to ask why
so trying to salvage everything,
Have seen similar cases, but this one is a tough nut to crack
Lyon is trying to help out here, but sometimes he isnt sure if certain things are correct or wrong, so havin tat kind of hesitating feeling which is rather irritating.
hoping that everything will work out fine this weekend.

The following song is to both of u...
No matter what happens

Song Recommendation: December 2009

Last song for this year before I do a rundown of the best hits of 2009....

Enjoy

Title: Two Is Better Than One
Artiste: Boys Like Girls / Taylor Swift
Album: Love Drunk

They are continuing the success of their new album, Love Drunk, with yet another hit song. Different from their usual rock sound, they are now displaying a softer side. I feel that punk rock bands are now taking a lot from pop mainstream. Well, I guess it’s the never-ending competition in the music scene. Anws, I totally dig this song, there is definitely a lot of chemistry between Boys Like Girls and Taylor Swift, didn’t expect this collaboration tho.

Lead singer/songwriter Martin Johnson's falsetto complements Taylor's sweet tone, and producer Brian Howes builds an orchestral arrangement around their vocals that would be well-suited to a climatic movie moment.

Awesome!

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Btw, I give this song 4.2 out of 5 leaves....

Again...

Today she raised her voice at me,
sighz, did something wrong again :(
Too many wells in my agar
Guessed I deserve it
*spank*

Sleeping Sunday

Reached home at 4am, haha,
Preparing tuition materials now, later 9am got tuition till 11,
then coming home and catch my sleep :P

ESESC 2nd Comm Retreat

Its 213am now...
guess where I am?

Outside Borders, at the Coffee Club...
Really missing my Hazulnut cappucino, so came over to satisfy my craving :)
The atmosphere here is really nice, its not really hot cuz the nice waiter sat me under the cold aircon, woohoo
haha, wise of me to bring along my lappie with me, its always there to keep me company lol
Meiy will be done at 3am, she is enjoying herself la.
Patiently waiting while surfing the net + kopi-ing
Fetching her home later :)

So today was esesc 2nd comm retreat,
well it looked more like a gathering to me, i dun recall we doing anything esesc-related
Then we introduce ourselves, I intro myself as the roots of the plant. The foundation..but then come to think abt it, I dun really like drinking water haha
then played pictionary, chose the category 'Personality', and got the words "Lady GaGa", haha, so hengz, my fav singer this year, wanted to draw her special pair of specs from Paparazzi video, but doubt anyone will watch, then suddenly think of her hit song "Poker Face"....yup, just draw dots on the face la..lol

Then we split into groups to find food, it was a potluck for dinner, kind of like this idea where we buy lots of food put onto the table, like buffet lol.

So lastly was the skit, our group did a combination of many fairy tales: 3 little pigs, snow white, goldilocks & 3 bears blah blah...so the snow white came in to eat the porridge that the pigs cooked, so tired she fell asleep, just then the random frog came in to kiss her, then lol frog became wolf, and snow white became fairy godma. So the wolf tried to blow the straw and wooden house, success! But then when he tried to blow the pumpkin house, guess wat
.......
.......
the whole house with the pigs + godma FLEW away!!!
lol

Random

Some things need not be said to be communicated;
It need not be clearly written out;
because the meaning is understood by the heart.

Mei Ling's 22nd

So it was Mei Ling's 22nd Birthday today,
one day before her last paper, one day after my last paper, lol
And since we didnt get to celebrate her 21st here, decided to organise a mini birthday celebration together with the juniors, since she has been studying with them for the past wks.

Went over to AllanBakes (http://www.allanbakes.com) yesterday evening to order a carrot cake and luckily I was able to collect it this morning. Nice little cafe at The Village Center. The baker/owner was really friendly and trusted me cuz I forgot to bring cash for deposit, he said its okay :)

Photos....

The Birthday Gal

Year 4s

Year 3s

Nice thoughtful gift from Meiy :)

A card which I chose, since she likes sailing so much, haha

2nd time organising bday celebration this yr,
I kinda like the feelin of organising liao lol
Cuz I like to give surprises, haha, she was surprised, so I guess I was successful hoho :D
Everyone was happy today, at least they had a little break from their studies which I thought was rather necessary. Still remember the days when I took the ese 3000 mods, scary :x

Alright, last but not least,
Happy Birthday Meiling :)

Over blah blah blah

This semester is over, whee!

Had 2 exams back to back. Today's TE was a Tsunami (copyright KL :p), haha, almost drowned when I saw the first 3 qns. Its like the big wave approaching liao, cannot siam. Seems like I can only complete the graphs with ease, and my calculations were rather messy. Luckily got Qn 4, my swimming float lol, somehow its seems "friendlier" then the first 3, or else I would probably be lying on the seabed right now, motionless :x
So did I manage to swim back to shore with the float? haha, shall see on Dec 22.

Maths UE was one day before, and right after the exam the solutions were posted onto ivle, but didnt dare to download it, not really bothered abt it. Just felt that the lecturer shd include more difficult examples in the notes and tut, suan le...I felt a bit cheated :<

Is 2012 a nice movie? Everyone is talking abt it, but dun think I can sit there for 3 hours lol

Oh, and Swan Lake is coming to esplanade, very nice dance ballet, I want to go!