Reading week

Woke up at 430 today, didnt sleep much tho, and realized I can't sleep further, so decided to blog :p

Sending my Grandma off to HK later in the morning before gg sch to mug.

I was slacking the whole weekend. Confession! *spank myself*

Returned back to Celebral Palsy Centre on sat to help out, wanted to give myself a break for one day, but actually I do miss my friends over there. Felt rather guilty for being absent for 11 mths and they actually went to Hongkong in Aug for their competition, then visited Disneyland, wah cool!

There are more patients this time round, sad :(
but then again its not up to them to choose this path. So they are rather shorthanded for volunteers for this period and probably I will be gg there more often. Somehow I have forgotten the incident tat happened last Dec, its getting rather insignificant to me, its a good thing tat I don't really think much of it these days, really.

So went bowling with Jerry at our lao di fang. If I had known he had PE classes the day before, I wouldnt drag him over there. Could tell how tired his hands were from the way he threw the balls. Played only 1 game eventually and we went Ya Kun for coffee and to 谈心事. Ya, got something out of my chest finally, but the prob is still unsolved :(
But anws THANKS to my bro for providing the listening ear.

Perhaps I need to lock myself up in my own room for 1 week, don't need 七七四十九天, I still need to take exams hor! No laptop = no MSN + no facebook, just that stack of NOTES, argghh! Oh ya, not forgetting my coffee doses and my iPod :D

MisterLyon needs to enter a new dimension, so where is it?

Timer begins:
15 days to 1st paper,
16 days to last paper

My ME friends + meiy are having their modeling quiz (50%) today, so
Loads of LUCK to them!

Maybe

Maybe it was just my selfish thought
Maybe it was just an unappreciated gesture
Maybe it was just my wishful thinking

Maybe...many maybes....

Silence hurts, it really does
Holding back the tears, not for long

FYP day

Doin my fyp today, am in lab now waiting for my results.
its gonna be a long day -_-
hopefully it will end by 7pm, crossing my fingers and toes :p
Discovered some fresh results a couple of wks ago, but then when I redid the expt again, there was nothing to be seen on my agar. Sianz, so its 一场欢喜一场空.
And I think I am not a good agar maker. My soft agar broke into pieces before I even use them.
So so so fragile, haha, just like my heart, yups, sad.
Getting a bit uncomfortable and troubled recently, but Jerry was there for me, so I appreciate my bro beri beri much.

Okie, back to the point, so I am not a jelly person. Oh, feel like eating ice kacang now :)

Exams are coming, so is the stress!

沙沙的

满园的落叶任风吹
听出沙沙的谁
离开的声音急促的令人心碎
你一脸的无邪
却连笑都不给
诗句语带威胁
结局要怎么完美

满园的落叶任风吹
听出沙沙的谁
你的脚步声匆忙的那么零碎
我转过身背对
你远去的感觉
安静的为你
写下一首诗
再落泪

The best alternative

When things don't work out the way you want it to be,
its wise to change the approach method

FULL STOP

Poker Poker!

Its out finally! Woohoo! I wanna watch la :D

Design Project over!

Yay! DP is finally over. I have lost count of the number of nights that I actually slpt at 4am and waking up at 530am. Crazy biological clock of mine, but I don't really have a choice right?

Our presentation was okay, nicely done :) But we screwed up the Q&A. It seems tat Prof Chen actually pointed out certain concept that was wrong. Can't ans his questions, Prof Hu made things worse. And cx actually mentioned a process that we didnt do in our treatment train. But she said we did. -_- I guess Prof Hu is gonna read our biological treatment thoroughly liao. Sianz.

Kudos to all my team members. I have 4 ladies working with me, yet we don't have much conflict at all throughout these 12 weeks. Kosing is best when it comes down to technical details and she provide a good support for the team. Claudine is our 'designer', she drew a very nice treatment train which really impressed me. haha. Nice girl who will always ask me even in the wee hours if I need help. Huixian didnt do any calculations, was on the safe side, but she did well in the EIA report and was in charge of most of the theoretical stuff that needs to be included. CX has very concise ideas and was a capable assistant to Kosing.

Although we think we didnt do well in today's presentation, we have tried our best. So crossing fingers that can get a least a B. haha, A better lah, who doesnt want? 12 weeks of hard work lehz :p


My first cert from ESE. The girls deserve one too.

ESE welfare pack

This year's welfare pack given to ESE students is the best I have ever seen.
Not the quantity of the items given, but the effort that Siew Noi and her team put into each and every pack. *Thumbs Up*

Compact and nice =)
No more plastic bags..

Came home early after submitting DP report.
Didnt manage to eat anything for lunch, so decided to cook maggie mee myself since there was only 1 curry flavour left, my fav :D
Its fun to be able to spend some time in the kitchen alone, grab watever I can find in the fridge. It just felt as if I was still in the states.

Anws, felt really tired.

I realized tat I have fallen into the deep ‘hole’ once again
It wasn’t easy to escape one months ago, but fell again
The hole was deeper this time round;
I am trapped :(
Nowhere to return

Weekends...I am bored

Its a dragging weekend, one where most of my classmates will be preparing for the final phase of DP, compiling and making sure everything is alright. Massive changes have been done to my group's calculations, everything looks good, well at least to me. But I ain't sure if there is anything wrong tat we have not discovered. I am struggling with Mass Balance today, tats the most tricky part. Dunoe wat to do lehz. So keeping my fingers crossed. Submission is tmrw, presentation on Thurs. Then this module will be done, yippee :)

Havent been slping well these few days, feelin a bit emo and heaty :(

Went to watch the Subaru Impreza Challenge yesterday. 8th year already. *clap*
But yesterday was raining so heavily in the evening, then many pulled out, tian bu zuo mei.
Hope this year's winner can last 95 hrs. Its a $81k car, haha, the motivation.

SO yesterday was a downpour raining evening. A day where I decided to get myself a new laptop. I actually reformatted my Acer on Fri at $50. Then realized CD player down, tink the chip is corrupted. Then my office 2007 got locked. Cuz I not using licensed software.
Then need to rush DP, and there was this Compaq labby promotion that will end on 31 oct. The specifications are fine, can upgrade to Window 7 free. But I will go with Vista first.

So after buying labby, kinda broke, haha, so gonna save a lot more money in the coming days, cuz Dad's 60th Bday coming soon, and I havnt found a nice place for the family to dine.

Its a lazy sunday...Zzz...