" 有很多我们坚持的事情
都只是不清醒的在欺骗自己
坚持所做的决定是为了对方好
其实是在骗自己不会后悔
坚持凡事有追求一百分才是成功
其实是在骗自己
活在别人的评价下
我从这些坚持里醒来了吗
唤醒我的
也许是一个不可能的奇迹
唤醒我的
也许是地板上传来的回音
而让我真正清醒的
却是你坚持切近我的禁区的那一秒
你的坚持
就是我唤醒自己的勇气! "
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Disappointment
Just when I felt so down,
I decided to get a single ticket for her concert,
just to sit there and listen to her and her life stories turned into sweet melodic songs.
And when I saw the prices on sistic turned RED,
I knew it was impossible.
I decided to get a single ticket for her concert,
just to sit there and listen to her and her life stories turned into sweet melodic songs.
And when I saw the prices on sistic turned RED,
I knew it was impossible.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
CJ Concert 2010
Recital 20 November!!
Two months of endless practice/cleaning + a few rehearsals.
Finally over and it is definitely something that wasn't in my agenda for 2010.
Somehow it happened and so i really learnt something different,
something that others would not expect misterlyon to participate in.
2nd time on stage, first being Harmonica SYF and now Korean Hip-Hop!
Two months of endless practice/cleaning + a few rehearsals.
Finally over and it is definitely something that wasn't in my agenda for 2010.
Somehow it happened and so i really learnt something different,
something that others would not expect misterlyon to participate in.
2nd time on stage, first being Harmonica SYF and now Korean Hip-Hop!
The usual dance gang that I hang out with. Hmm..age range from 14 to 28 haha....can't tell right?? Very inspiring people i must say, if not for them, I would have given up in the beginning. And its always great to know friends who have that common interest of dancing. The G.Na gang consists abt 25-30 people, 2nd largest performing group that night. We did really well and I kept looking at the video of us on stage. Proud of them. Proud of myself too =) Sharing the video below...I am pretty well hidden. hehe...
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Reality
Reality sets in tmrw onwards.
OT everyday, looking at those unfamiliar drawings, playing the guessing game with the boss.
After sitting in so many meetings, I realized I am actually not needed to attend.
Soon I wun be attending, rather chairing, which is even scarier.
The clock is ticking, it never stops.
2 projects just dropped on my head today.
Then I asked myself. Am I really happy?
OT everyday, looking at those unfamiliar drawings, playing the guessing game with the boss.
After sitting in so many meetings, I realized I am actually not needed to attend.
Soon I wun be attending, rather chairing, which is even scarier.
The clock is ticking, it never stops.
2 projects just dropped on my head today.
Then I asked myself. Am I really happy?
Sunday, November 21, 2010
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Adrenaline Rush
Ytd morning was really rotten.
It all started from work, had last minute meeting at 950am when I already have plans to do something impt at 10am. But well, no choice.
The worst thing is I have to write a report on a case that I lost.
Mood was really down after I came out of the conference room.
and to add to that, ss3 tics sold out pretty fast. But there were bulk orders, pretty much confirmed. Beri Beri unfair!
Left work at 1245, decided to visit JP sistic but could only find it after 20 mins.
Was given an expected reply from them.
Went back to the carpark and couldnt find the car cuz the carpark was really big and I rushed into JP without noting down the lot number. 2nd time already. At JP carpark, unless u park near the entrance, it is always advisable to just keep track of where your vehicle is.
Chiong to SP soon after, chose a wrong xpress exit which was congested, chose a wrong U-Turn into SP cuz the gate was closed which I didnt know. So have to U-turn back.
In life, there is no U-Turn though.
Sometimes I am unsure if I have crossed the boundary.
I try not to, but my heart say otherwise.
It all started from work, had last minute meeting at 950am when I already have plans to do something impt at 10am. But well, no choice.
The worst thing is I have to write a report on a case that I lost.
Mood was really down after I came out of the conference room.
and to add to that, ss3 tics sold out pretty fast. But there were bulk orders, pretty much confirmed. Beri Beri unfair!
Left work at 1245, decided to visit JP sistic but could only find it after 20 mins.
Was given an expected reply from them.
Went back to the carpark and couldnt find the car cuz the carpark was really big and I rushed into JP without noting down the lot number. 2nd time already. At JP carpark, unless u park near the entrance, it is always advisable to just keep track of where your vehicle is.
Chiong to SP soon after, chose a wrong xpress exit which was congested, chose a wrong U-Turn into SP cuz the gate was closed which I didnt know. So have to U-turn back.
In life, there is no U-Turn though.
Sometimes I am unsure if I have crossed the boundary.
I try not to, but my heart say otherwise.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Work + CJ Recital Concert
Harlow! It’s 11am.
I am blogging….ssshhh…
Just finished drafting out my first meeting minutes and waiting for my mentor to return and vet it.
I hope he comes in after lunch, so that he can give me more work to do, so that I can get to know my work better.
Its feels a lil’ out of place and extremely boring when there is nothing to do. The people around u are busy, sitting beside them and holding the similar position as them and unable to help them in their work, makes me feel really bad.
The fact is….MisterLyon just can’t idle around !
I rather u give me work to do to fill up my day and I shall do my best for u, just don’t let me sit around do nothing and take your salary. Full time job isn’t like internship, where u can just bump around and wait for the time to knock off, complete 12 weeks and get the module credits. It isn’t the same.
I have a very simple plan. I just want to carve out a decent path for my career =)
Actually I have been procrastinating for so long about the minutes cuz I actually intended to finish it up yesterday, in the end I spent the whole afternoon at amk and only bought a silver skinny tie + pin that has a shape of a music note.I thought the pin was pretty nice when the saleslady recommended to me, actually I just need something to hold the tie in place when I dance.
Ya, and talking abt dance, CJ Concert in hmm…2 days time !! or if I really count it correctly, 56 hours from now! Haha
I am really looking forward to it and having a great time this coming Saturday night at Singapore Poly Convention Auditorium.
Last time I performed was JC SYF for harmonica. Its been a while….ermm..6 years lol.
Have been practicing like 3 times a day. Not a lot I know. But that’s how much time I have when I reach home and get settled down. But MisterLyon is quite confident abt the steps now, compared to the beginning where question marks start to crowd my head. Am going to try my very best on Saturday!
Dancing to G.Na’s “I’ll Back Off So You Will Live”.
Love the choreo of this song together with Gee/Run Devil Run Combo.
I wonder if she is still around in town. She looks really pro in her vocals when she performed on Star Search last Sunday and I am just stunned at how her fan base expanded. I guess nowadays is …K-POP in the house!!
And talking abt K-POP, its finally the time to purchase the SS3 tickets.
The day to purchase online-tics coincidentally falls on the same day of Recital but luckily it is in the morning and I should be at my computer at that time. A bit confused abt the category tho. Anyway, still waiting for replies from their blog.
But then again, I think I might not be going.
Email received. Meeting already planned tat day at 430pm. Isn’t it supposed to be working half day on Saturday?? Sighz.
I guess standby 24/7 is must for me.
*Crossing fingers*
I will just go over at night, be outside the indoor stadium and scout for nice merchandise LOL.
A bit like Paparazzi =P
I am blogging….ssshhh…
Just finished drafting out my first meeting minutes and waiting for my mentor to return and vet it.
I hope he comes in after lunch, so that he can give me more work to do, so that I can get to know my work better.
Its feels a lil’ out of place and extremely boring when there is nothing to do. The people around u are busy, sitting beside them and holding the similar position as them and unable to help them in their work, makes me feel really bad.
The fact is….MisterLyon just can’t idle around !
I rather u give me work to do to fill up my day and I shall do my best for u, just don’t let me sit around do nothing and take your salary. Full time job isn’t like internship, where u can just bump around and wait for the time to knock off, complete 12 weeks and get the module credits. It isn’t the same.
I have a very simple plan. I just want to carve out a decent path for my career =)
Actually I have been procrastinating for so long about the minutes cuz I actually intended to finish it up yesterday, in the end I spent the whole afternoon at amk and only bought a silver skinny tie + pin that has a shape of a music note.I thought the pin was pretty nice when the saleslady recommended to me, actually I just need something to hold the tie in place when I dance.
Ya, and talking abt dance, CJ Concert in hmm…2 days time !! or if I really count it correctly, 56 hours from now! Haha
I am really looking forward to it and having a great time this coming Saturday night at Singapore Poly Convention Auditorium.
Last time I performed was JC SYF for harmonica. Its been a while….ermm..6 years lol.
Have been practicing like 3 times a day. Not a lot I know. But that’s how much time I have when I reach home and get settled down. But MisterLyon is quite confident abt the steps now, compared to the beginning where question marks start to crowd my head. Am going to try my very best on Saturday!
Dancing to G.Na’s “I’ll Back Off So You Will Live”.
Love the choreo of this song together with Gee/Run Devil Run Combo.
I wonder if she is still around in town. She looks really pro in her vocals when she performed on Star Search last Sunday and I am just stunned at how her fan base expanded. I guess nowadays is …K-POP in the house!!
And talking abt K-POP, its finally the time to purchase the SS3 tickets.
The day to purchase online-tics coincidentally falls on the same day of Recital but luckily it is in the morning and I should be at my computer at that time. A bit confused abt the category tho. Anyway, still waiting for replies from their blog.
But then again, I think I might not be going.
Email received. Meeting already planned tat day at 430pm. Isn’t it supposed to be working half day on Saturday?? Sighz.
I guess standby 24/7 is must for me.
*Crossing fingers*
I will just go over at night, be outside the indoor stadium and scout for nice merchandise LOL.
A bit like Paparazzi =P
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Looking forward
Tmrw will be in 'Court' 2pm.
Have been reading the case file, but still couldn't find anything to fight back.
Maybe a miracle will happen, hopefully.
or else I will be left to face whatever judgement.
So thats why I was chosen to be there.
Its so so unfair!
Decided to get Craig David's song as my background music.
This song will gladly summarise my 2010 aptly.
Won't be recommending any new song for these 2 months,
currently busy preparing for the december countdown and compiling the global points.
Will announce my top picks for the year soon...
Alright...back to the files.....
Have been reading the case file, but still couldn't find anything to fight back.
Maybe a miracle will happen, hopefully.
or else I will be left to face whatever judgement.
So thats why I was chosen to be there.
Its so so unfair!
Decided to get Craig David's song as my background music.
This song will gladly summarise my 2010 aptly.
Won't be recommending any new song for these 2 months,
currently busy preparing for the december countdown and compiling the global points.
Will announce my top picks for the year soon...
Alright...back to the files.....
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
The answer
The same question.
Asked abt 5 times.
Yet u get back the same kind of answer.
So whats a better way to turn things around?
*Disappointed* (at myself)
Asked abt 5 times.
Yet u get back the same kind of answer.
So whats a better way to turn things around?
*Disappointed* (at myself)
Monday, November 8, 2010
Week 2
Its week 2 for me.
The last week was super unproductive, except for the fact that I was able to know Tuas even better than before. Other than that, I felt like I was reading FYP thesis.
A nice Deepavali holiday at the end. Good break for me since I was sick and needed more rest.
Friday went out with the girls to scout for Recital outfit. Came back with only a pair of black shoes + one $4 bling bling tag.
That feverish feeling came back today.
I think I am just tired.
Watched the dance for Mirotic over and over again and felt like a lost sheep.
Suddenly had that feeling of moving out on my own.
Certain things just had to happen, even it was kind of expected, but u just feel helpless when u had to face it.
I am really clueless...
Apologies if I didnt handle it well.
Leaving house at 545am later, expected to reach home at 1015pm.
16 hrs..
Long long day, and probably gonna be the same for Tue too.
4 hrs to waking up.
Shall I get myself a Mac breakfast later?
Bye.
Its an inevitable truth.
but
My heart has only that lil' amount of space.
The last week was super unproductive, except for the fact that I was able to know Tuas even better than before. Other than that, I felt like I was reading FYP thesis.
A nice Deepavali holiday at the end. Good break for me since I was sick and needed more rest.
Friday went out with the girls to scout for Recital outfit. Came back with only a pair of black shoes + one $4 bling bling tag.
That feverish feeling came back today.
I think I am just tired.
Watched the dance for Mirotic over and over again and felt like a lost sheep.
Suddenly had that feeling of moving out on my own.
Certain things just had to happen, even it was kind of expected, but u just feel helpless when u had to face it.
I am really clueless...
Apologies if I didnt handle it well.
Leaving house at 545am later, expected to reach home at 1015pm.
16 hrs..
Long long day, and probably gonna be the same for Tue too.
4 hrs to waking up.
Shall I get myself a Mac breakfast later?
Bye.
Its an inevitable truth.
but
My heart has only that lil' amount of space.
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