To console myself, I will just remind myself that I will have less unnecessary worries after I close this chapter.
=) =) =)
*can't slp*
Monday, July 23, 2012
Weekend boos
I had a terrible weekend. Yes, am complaining again =(
Sometimes I wish I didn't know so much things, I wish people do not confide in me.
Luckily KL is someone whom I can confide in. It really helps a lot! I was wondering around tampines and feels like i was going crazy buying here and there.
Another chapter has closed. Another failed attempt which makes me a total loser.
Every year I seem to close a chapter at this time.
The funny thing is I am not over it. Heart and brains are thinking so differently tt sometimes I wish they beat as one.
When will that happen? I ain't sure.
What I know is that it will not be soon when I start reading a new book.
I felt like crying but I know I shouldn't.
A person's value is not how rich he is, but the sincerity that he is offering.
Who can understand that??
Sometimes I wish I didn't know so much things, I wish people do not confide in me.
Luckily KL is someone whom I can confide in. It really helps a lot! I was wondering around tampines and feels like i was going crazy buying here and there.
Another chapter has closed. Another failed attempt which makes me a total loser.
Every year I seem to close a chapter at this time.
The funny thing is I am not over it. Heart and brains are thinking so differently tt sometimes I wish they beat as one.
When will that happen? I ain't sure.
What I know is that it will not be soon when I start reading a new book.
I felt like crying but I know I shouldn't.
A person's value is not how rich he is, but the sincerity that he is offering.
Who can understand that??
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Agony
In pain.....
Heartache to the max :'(
So helpless these days, don't even know how to solve those problems that I am facing.
Need a holiday so badly. Leave work. Head to somewhere far away......
No troubles, no grievance.
~Life is just a movie.
Heartache to the max :'(
So helpless these days, don't even know how to solve those problems that I am facing.
Need a holiday so badly. Leave work. Head to somewhere far away......
No troubles, no grievance.
~Life is just a movie.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
7/7
Went shopping after dance today, was at vivo for the whole evening, ended up only buying a cup of lemon barley. In short, I couldn't find what I want for my friends who are graduating this coming thurs =(
I think I have an idea, but I do need more time to prepare. Perhaps applying for half day off on one of the coming days. Can I? Don't even dare to look at the schedule for the coming dreadful week! Sometimes I wonder why I spend so much time and effort on buying/preparing gifts for people around me? Neglecting a lot of other impt things in my life. I can't answer too! It's just me ba :) Good or bad? I dunno and I don't wish to think further, just thought that I need to do what I think is correct.
Raymond and kh coming for CJ concert and bringing their other half!!! Managed to grab 4 Cat A tickets =)
It's good to have supporters. I really needed that motivation after today's rehearsal!! Somebody just save me la! Opera class so difficult, the first time I encountered such fast moves. Just like Eve said, DON'T THINK, JUST MOVE!
Very true....
My heart is tired, tired worrying for others who don't even realize that I am worrying for them.....
I think I have an idea, but I do need more time to prepare. Perhaps applying for half day off on one of the coming days. Can I? Don't even dare to look at the schedule for the coming dreadful week! Sometimes I wonder why I spend so much time and effort on buying/preparing gifts for people around me? Neglecting a lot of other impt things in my life. I can't answer too! It's just me ba :) Good or bad? I dunno and I don't wish to think further, just thought that I need to do what I think is correct.
Raymond and kh coming for CJ concert and bringing their other half!!! Managed to grab 4 Cat A tickets =)
It's good to have supporters. I really needed that motivation after today's rehearsal!! Somebody just save me la! Opera class so difficult, the first time I encountered such fast moves. Just like Eve said, DON'T THINK, JUST MOVE!
Very true....
My heart is tired, tired worrying for others who don't even realize that I am worrying for them.....
Friday, July 6, 2012
1st week July
Today feels like Tue to me.
2nd day back to work and me struggling to clear my emails and monitor the deadlines closely.
Was appointed as the Liaison officer for WCS since last friday. Hosted the vice-mayor of Uzbekistan (seriously I don't even know where that was initially) It was a good experience and it turned out to be an easy job for me since the embassy had some programs already planned for them and I have a reason to be absent. Anyway, its like the minister meeting so my low-rank status probably couldn't fit in. The only thing about this principal of mine: He freaking loves transport planning! Fated to meet him man! We can't actually communicate without an interpreter but he is a humble and straightforward guy. We can shake each others' hand for 5-6 times a day. It is his way to show his appreciation i know :) On his last day, I gave him one of my SBS transit train models as a souvenir. Hope he can come back for a second visit and perhaps by that time, I could have learnt a lil' to have a proper conversation with him.
Friday night and I am back home. Intending to work on situational report but I doubt I have that motivation to actually compile everything today, given the fact that I am here blogging. A lot of things undone seriously! Its hard to cope with something you never learnt before. I was at SIWW expo a few days ago and realized that my knowledge of ww treatment has slowly declined. Sad. Anyway, met Ms Tang finally and will try to catch up with her some other time.
Dance rehearsals upcoming, burning all weekends! I feel like dropping an item.
Its probably just Suju all the way, Suju + sexy or don't even go on stage.
Unlikely the last one, since we have a big Suju group and some very good dancers to learn from.
18.8.2012!
2nd day no tweeting. Wait, I tweeted in french that I am having a high fever at 5am. Shucksss...
Burning burning. Haix.
But do I really need the attention? Nope!
关心得太多，反而会伤害自己
Surprisingly my picture appeared in Good Sky Friday email today!
Its about the work that our CSR team has done for Awards Night 2012 which happened in May.
Using our work to showcase "We Care" and "We Can Do"!
I guess we really want that SQA title right? CEO is so uptight abt it, stressed =(
I just realized I have 4 off days and 7 days of leave to clear!
Where to go on holiday??
Do I have the time?
Will I be able to put down my work for a week?
If you know me well, you know the answer.
"And you held it all but you were careless, to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side, powerless."
2nd day back to work and me struggling to clear my emails and monitor the deadlines closely.
Was appointed as the Liaison officer for WCS since last friday. Hosted the vice-mayor of Uzbekistan (seriously I don't even know where that was initially) It was a good experience and it turned out to be an easy job for me since the embassy had some programs already planned for them and I have a reason to be absent. Anyway, its like the minister meeting so my low-rank status probably couldn't fit in. The only thing about this principal of mine: He freaking loves transport planning! Fated to meet him man! We can't actually communicate without an interpreter but he is a humble and straightforward guy. We can shake each others' hand for 5-6 times a day. It is his way to show his appreciation i know :) On his last day, I gave him one of my SBS transit train models as a souvenir. Hope he can come back for a second visit and perhaps by that time, I could have learnt a lil' to have a proper conversation with him.
Friday night and I am back home. Intending to work on situational report but I doubt I have that motivation to actually compile everything today, given the fact that I am here blogging. A lot of things undone seriously! Its hard to cope with something you never learnt before. I was at SIWW expo a few days ago and realized that my knowledge of ww treatment has slowly declined. Sad. Anyway, met Ms Tang finally and will try to catch up with her some other time.
Dance rehearsals upcoming, burning all weekends! I feel like dropping an item.
Its probably just Suju all the way, Suju + sexy or don't even go on stage.
Unlikely the last one, since we have a big Suju group and some very good dancers to learn from.
18.8.2012!
2nd day no tweeting. Wait, I tweeted in french that I am having a high fever at 5am. Shucksss...
Burning burning. Haix.
But do I really need the attention? Nope!
关心得太多，反而会伤害自己
Surprisingly my picture appeared in Good Sky Friday email today!
Its about the work that our CSR team has done for Awards Night 2012 which happened in May.
Using our work to showcase "We Care" and "We Can Do"!
I guess we really want that SQA title right? CEO is so uptight abt it, stressed =(
I just realized I have 4 off days and 7 days of leave to clear!
Where to go on holiday??
Do I have the time?
Will I be able to put down my work for a week?
If you know me well, you know the answer.
"And you held it all but you were careless, to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side, powerless."
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Two-sided mind
I am a listener, not a good problem solver.
Don't expect much from me!
Till now I am still lost.....
You are just too well-pampered.
Or it could just be my fault.
Lots of things I can't mention in twitter.
Why is it that everything the message appear, its all about you!!
I need those words too.
Those comforting words....
Do you know??
U don't!
Those comforting words....
Do you know??
U don't!
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Sometimes you ask....
Who are you exactly??
Sometimes you are here, sometimes you aren't.
Where are you exactly??
What are you good in?
Sometimes you are here, sometimes you aren't.
Where are you exactly??
What are you good in?
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