Thursday, June 12, 2008

病了

今天请了病假,两天前还好好的, 昨天上班路途中突然下起倾盆大雨, 懒惰的我又忘了带伞, 结果淋了一点雨, 还迟到十五分钟! 在公司里, 不时觉得头重脚轻,好不容易熬到六点钟, 准备要下班马上求医,突然来了五六件档案要马上处理, 无奈的又待到七点。算了, 今天休息够了,希望会好一点,再努力做工,努力地学习吧! 明天需要打出二十多件 Clearance Letter,希望还能应付,期待周末的来临。。




时常在想,有没有既高薪又高兴的职业呢?究竟应该选择一份高薪但是不快乐的工作,还是一份快乐但不高薪的工作呢?多拿薪水,就要付出更多代价呀! 我宁愿自己做得开心,乘年轻时磨砺自己,反思自己,完善自我。我一直都相信现在走过的每一段路在以后都会是段宝贵的经历和财富。人生最重要的不是握一手好牌,而是要把坏牌打好。我觉得还蛮有道理的。天下没有过不去的坎,的确我们一生的际遇是不能选择的。在人生的道路上摔倒也是必然的,没有摔倒就成了偶然。 我相信人生的意义不止是要做温室的花朵吧!

思念是一重病, i guess its true after all...最近遇到很多微不足道的, 莫名其妙的事情, 这种烦躁情绪伴随了几天,成为一个低潮的周期。I want my sunshine!

好想推荐张信哲的<牧羊人>, 非常欣赏那苏格兰风笛轻快的开场,在轻柔、愉快、浪漫的编曲中, 唱出等待爱情的期盼心情。


只是他一直都没有
能发现她一直都陪在他的身边
只要他一回头就能发现
知道她所有思念

他总是看着那片天边
不眨眼 我沿着他的视线
只看见 风云善变 也遮不住蓝天
阳光总会出现

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I am bored, am I?

These few weeks of reading office documents have given me sufficient time to plan the way I am going to slack the next 10 weeks. They just can’t keep me busy, or I am just too bored. I brought my labby to my workplace after seeking permission from my lao ban, but to my horror / surprise, I was not granted access to the web, made me so fed up, in the end I spent the whole of yesterday organizing my mp3 files. Shhh…anyway, now then I realize my library of songs is pretty huge, felt like I am the music director of a radio station, spinning non stop hits, doing dedications for listeners. Too bad my ‘kou cai’ isn’t superb, or else I would be going music academy to learn to be DJ. 987fm used to have a lot of empty slots in the afternoon and Jerry was always telling me that we both can host our own ‘Lyon and Jerry Show = LJS’, and we would just be toking nonsense, making fun of listeners who call in, giving tips on how to slack and relax in different workplaces after lunch. Then I can air my song recommendation of the week. =) Yup, to be able to do radio production is one of my dreams, wonder when it will come true, guess I need to keep dreaming…..

Went with qt to CAC + US performance on sun at UCC and we enjoyed it, I know she did and she kept asking me to choose a kind of dance to learn…haha…I have always wanted to learn waltz and hip hop, but I just realized hip hop is very tiring, not that I am afraid of breaking my bones la, just tat I am not sure if I have the stamina for that. I still remember I signed up as an OGL for JC freshmen because I wanna do the waltz. Even till now, I still enjoy the songs that we danced to. (Song playing in the background now) The problem is I have alr forgotten most of the steps -_- But back to the performance, my fav was Jazzitude and “One Last Dance”, didn’t know Craig david got such a nice song leh. Ye Feng was doing the Rumba and I almost burst out laughing when I saw his hairstyle, it just feel so weird cuz normally he dun even comb. Overall, everyone was so pro, so thumbs up! Then went to Holland V for ice cream feast again, almost couldn’t finish, lol and so we started doing expt with the dry ice given. Was so full when I reached home at 1230am and didn’t felt like sleeping though I have work the next day.

Eski bar is no longer at Holland V!!! Haiz, planned for so long to go there, really disappointed that it is gone. But I guess the one at Boat Quay is still around, will go check it out someday man…

Oh ya, recently signed up to help out for Singapore International Water Week Exhibition booth. Excited, looking forward to it ^^

It has been 18 days since she left…I really miss her lots…

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today.
Into the starlit night,
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze,
Waiting on a shooting star.
But, what if that star is not to come?
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most,
We all need to believe there is hope.
Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me, but,
There's a hole within my soul.
What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
I wish, then, for a chance to see,
Now all I need, (desperately)
Is my star to come...

Friday, May 23, 2008

Welcome back Mister Lyon

Gosh! Just realised I havent been blogging for abt a month. The last time when I did a decent entry was before the exams and now is like the 2nd week into the hols. Had planned to blog after the hols actually. Excuses lah..Mister Lyon is getting lazy! Heheh :p

Alright, lots of stuff to update here (Will skip the exam review, too frustrated to even think of tat -_-)….It is going to be long, I warn u…

Busy Friday

Two days after my exams ended, was requested by Lawrence in the morning to help transport sponsored NEWater from Kranji Water Reclamation Plant. 3 cars were “activated” as Kohyu came along too. I would be surprised if she didn’t. Luckily there was enough car space to transport 90 plus cartons back to sch, abt 600 bottles. Just nice….If not, then we have to start drinking those “treated” water at the warehouse, lol, just kidding , I dun like drinking NEWater anyway, the feeling to me is kind of weird. 怪怪的…

Checked my mum into Marriott Hotel (above Tangs) that afternoon, apparently my bro won the 2 Day 1 Night hotel stay vocher. So had to make use of it anyway before it expires, and how suitable would that be to utilize it during the Mother’s Day Week. I have not stepped into a local hotel room yet in my life and I must say the quality of our hotel services really 一及棒. LCD high-definition television, high-speed Internet, in-room safe, amenities like swimming pool, fitness centre etc…oh ya, 39 TV channels, omg, it took me some time to figure out the correct way to tune the TV. Blur me…sotong

Met up with Kailuen Mei right after that at the hotel lobby. Aim was to transport the “remains” of her hall room back to her house. While waiting for Adr, we sat on the arms chairs looking at the Menus and commenting at the prices of the drinks. A glass of normal fruit juice can cost as much as 10 bucks and more. Guess these are meant for those ang mos. I wouldn’t spend so much on fruit juice. Well, it is a 5 star hotel, the prices must also be 5 star wor…..(times 5)

Wangqi leaving

Nicknamed the Queen of ESE. I like to call her christian name Alicia. One of the 2 best China friends that I have met in EVE. Won’t be seeing her for the next 2 years cuz she going France le. Didn’t attend the dinner farewell for her but bought her a sweater, hope she likes it. Worked with her in ChESS on lots of stuff, a nice gal, wishing her all the best! Just received her small little card this evening, touched..

Community Service

I admit I am not a very nice guy, some people do hate me. So this hols, I have decided to increase the proportion of my likers, yup, hopefully…Anyway, have started to join Jerry in his weekly community service at Cerebral Palsy Centre in Pasir Ris, which is under the The Spastic Children's Association of Singapore. Job was to assist the young children who have been suffering from Celebral Palsy, a term used to describe people who have impairment of motor functions such as improper shoulder control or even speech impairment. And this thingy is not curable. Got to know a couple of children, Jeralyn and Nurul. Have been training them for Boccia as the competition is coming. This game is not as simple as just throwing balls, they really need to control their strength correctly, and bearing in mind their disabilities u know…..But to see them improve every week, it kind of gives me a sense of satisfaction.

Bowling

Have been going there quite frequently with Jerry, ever since Recess week started. Haha…that week I was also studying, not always playing lor. At JOM Balestier. A game on sat only cost $2.60, price was $2.20 on normal weekdays. Really hua suan, and the price just gives me the motivation to bowl more. Not very good at it yet, still training for more strikes, but last Sat, I managed to score 6 spares and 2 strikes in one particular game, not impressive but it really put a smile on my face. 134, 109, 132 ….it was the first time I actually scored over 100 pts for 3 consecutive games. Well, I guess I am those kind who are easily satisfied.

ChESS

For the welfare dept which I am in, basically we have nothing much left to do except the Three-year Series which we have to source or do ourselves the solutions for those freshmen. Chose MA1506 to do this coming weekend, hope I still remember those stuff. I heard last Sem’s paper wasn’t easy. Anyway, now I am busy claiming my Zusammen funds, spent like $400 plus, must get it back cuz I am quite broke this hols…haha…going to start saving to save myself le…..true indeed :p

Disasters

Sad news in this month of May. First, the cyclone in Myanmar that occurred in the midst of the exams. I have two Myanmar friends in Civil Eng whom I always addressed them as ‘sisters’. In fact, I have been mugging with them in Central Lib almost everyday during the recess week. Ain’t biological sisters but they have always been together ever since they came over to Singapore 4 years ago to study in poly. Fortunately, their families are all okay and both of them are now working in Singapore, not going back. Even during sch term, they are still doing part time jobs as restaurant waitress during weekends. Hmm….How many of us would be doing that when we have the weekends to enjoy?

And the worse quake this yr actually happened in Sichuan right after our exams. As far as I know, none of my classmates live in that area except Tang Lin who immediately flew back after the last paper. Crossing my fingers, no news abt her yet, even CL doesn’t know. From the worst snow storm that hit the country at the beginning of this lunar new year to the Olympics Torch relay and now the quake, I feel China has been facing challenges one after another. Seems like the price is just too high this time round. Hopefully the affected areas will recover soon…

Internship

I must say I didn’t have enough time to enjoy myself, 4 days are just not sufficient. Started my internship at NEA on the following Monday after the exams. Was allocated to the Pollution Control Department (PCD), now in a team learning land use planning. Supervisor was a man of few words, that really worries me, sometimes I really dunnoe what he is thinking or planning to do. I have been there for 2wks, spending 8-9hrs (excluding lunchtime) in the office reading or even doing nothing. I dun even have a computer (well, they said interns usually do not need one) on my desk and have to use the shared comp which was normally on just for scanning documents. In fact, right now, I am blogging during office hours =) haha, my colleagues are just too busy to give me things to do or to even bother what I am doing. But I really dun like to be so free everyday, I wanna be kept busy, I wanna help them in their work. Isn’t that part of an intern’s job other than learning and writing reports? One or two days of boredom is okay, but not two weeks. Now I am really worried cuz I have not much stuff to write for the internship report. On the bright side, I met a pretty nice intern, Lijun, from NTU, same dept as me, but doing enforcement and inspection job on water, air, noise…whatever…Really cool cuz she can always go out to sites. Sometimes it is not a good thing to always stay in the office, must go out and 增广见闻 ma..

To end off, wanna share a song that was composed to commemorate the tragedy of the Sichuan Earthquake. Sang by local singer 林俊杰, the song is titled 爱与希望。。

Lots more to update...wait till I remember...

Thursday, May 1, 2008

One and Only One...

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Monday, April 21, 2008

Study Week

A fast track to motivate me to study, hopefully the facts don't go outta my head...pls dun!

Song Recommendation of the Week:
Ashlee Simpson – Outta My Head (Ay Ya Ya)

After a long long break and yup, lots of plastic surgery, this
lady is back on the music scene with a sassy new sound. This song really reminds me of the 80’s, but I got to admit that it is a catchy tune with a great beat. Produced by Timbaland, I think this number has the most interesting and artistic video to date. The video begins with a restless Ashlee in her psychiatrist’s office, but then her imagination takes the wheel. She does everything in the video from floating on a giant Rubik’s cube to transforming into a glam robot. A bit siao! Lol..

This is not a fairy tale, mind you…Anyways, it is still my favourite Ashlee hit till now…

Btw, I give this song 4.0 out of 5 星星s....

Thursday, April 17, 2008

向日葵

为你的难过而快乐的,是敌人。。。

为你的快乐而快乐的,是朋友。。。

为你的难过而难过的,就是那些该进入你心里的人

愿你成为迎向阳光绽放的向日葵, 勇敢盛开 不凋谢

Monday, April 14, 2008

SDW (Structural Design Week)

Exactly 2 weeks to my first paper, 5 days to the dreaded 2164 quiz, and I am still reading the thick pile of notes lying on my desk. Better late than never I guess. I am gonna think of a strategy to excel in this mod cuz I dun want history to repeat again. I do not want to get that grade again, I want something better. Hence, Mister Lyon is declaring this week 13 the “Structural Design Week”…..finally I can settle down and revise my work cuz this wk seems pretty slack…..or did I forget to do assignments for other mods again? I hope everything is fine.

Planning to go Eskimo after exam, have always wanted to step into this icy cold place, really feels like u are in North Pole, just that there ain’t penguins surrounding you. Since qt jio me to go, I have no reason to reject..haha…

In YIH study area now, the atmosphere seems so tense, everyone so pia….Look at their ‘ghostly’ tired face…aiyoz…吓死人啦! Someone bring me Jin Feng San leh...

Song Recommendation of the Week:
Jesse McCartney – Leavin’


The guy who was the voice of Theodore in the feature film 'Alvin and the Chipmunks' is back with a spanking third new album which he named it ‘Departure’. The album, a mass of electronic urban pop, has a little more of mature sound than what was previously heard from him. ‘Leavin’, the first single, is an echo-reliant, xylophone-accented midtempo tune, assuring fans that he is indeed improving and reaching a commendable new plateau. Unveiling a more grownup sound and image on the album, he commented that there was a certain shock value to it and that it now caters for an older audience than the Disney crowd. I guess this is the result of what I call musical puberty…lolx..

Don’t stress, Don’t stress….haha..wat an appropriate song to those taking exams..

Btw, I give this song 3.5 out of 5 星星s....

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

突然领悟

我多渴望自己是一架机器人,可以不眠不休地奋斗着。 很多时候,我们在为目标努力的同时,无意间忽略了身旁那群爱护即关心自己的家人和朋友们。就好像有一座山档住视线, 让我们无法看清方向。

周六在家里养病, 晚上复习功课,不知不觉就睡着了,凌晨3点醒的时候发现自己趴在桌上。隔天早上看见太阳时,觉得非常精神,病魔似乎已消失得无影无踪。在YIH Study Area 待了整天, 为了要把七堂课的 Webcast 看完,但是始终没做到。GEK1505 的竞争实在是太激烈了,刚收到了CA 成绩, 考了八十九分而兴奋了一 阵子, 一直到我瞄了Tutor 的成绩册,才发现自己的成绩其实只是一般, 根本也没什么好得意的。看来 Final Exam 的难度应该会稍微提高,要考个 A 必须下不少功夫了。数学系的课目总是让我战战兢兢,也许是我对它的要求总是比较高。也许是我的问题吧!

近来得知,班上一位和我非常要好的女生已踏入爱情世界, 替她感到高兴。希望她可以找到幸福,永远快乐。。。。

最近再也没追电视节目了,前几周都会在九点之前赶回家收看 <一房半厅一水缸> ,自 <荷兰村> 之后也没什么本地风味的电视剧,今年终于来了一部, 故事情节还不错,让我见识到了人性的丑陋和黑暗。 其实现实生活中,我们常常和不同背景,不同性格的人擦肩而过, 一个人是好是坏, 需要一段时间, 一些事件仔细观察和判断。就像 一对相爱的男女,双方要经过挫折才能更深刻地了解彼此,努力维系感情,很多时候说得容易做时难。

考试倒数三周,是时候开始到 YIH 温书了, 我对我自己说, 一定要把不快乐的事件抛在后头,乐观地面对未来的挑战。常常也对她这么说,人生就是一段艰难曲折的路程。 我知道最近这一段时间发生了很多事情, 非常突然, 希望她可以振作起来。

想在此借用 Avril Lavigne 的一首歌来表达心情。。。

大家一起为 Final Exam 加油!
I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm looking for a place searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythings a mess and
no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you
oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Thursday, April 3, 2008

情感

今天又开心又伤感,傍晚下的大雨来的真是时候, 很珍惜。。。。。

有些时候你为某些事筹备一番, 最后才发现是多余的, 总觉得自己很笨。。。。。

糊涂的我又不小心弄丢了 thumbdrive,我也不知该怎么说。。。算了吧!

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Better In Time

Song Recommendation of the Week:
Leona Lewis – Better In Time


All the way from Hackney, East London, she was the X Factor’s clear favourite from the beginning and after transcending the show, I knew she was never going to be an ordinary talent show winner. "Better in Time", fourth track on her album, Spirit, is very much the power ballad that someone being groomed for divahood might release. This number can’t really match the success of her previous smash hit “Bleeding Love” but it can again prove that she is blessed with a voice of power and restraint.

Btw, I give this song 3.5 out of 5 星星s....