Merry Christmas!

Have not been blogging for a couple of months,

Work life has been so hectic that I may have lost my direction.

Whats worse, Appraisal cum Grading cum Ranking all come crashing at the same time.

Seriously, I really do not want a default C, but it certainly looked like I haven't done anything to justify the higher grade that I wanna achieve.

Be contented with what you are given.

Merry Christmas peeps! Party hard and Have lotsa Fun!

Alright, back to work! *hungry*

The Wait

An endless wait for that chance,

yet it has not arrived.

I am starting to lose confidence...

我們都傻

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪

就代表又对我的心 撒了多少谎

但每次我都选择 选择相信

相信你是爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你

看你装无辜的眼神　我很窒息

难道你没有看见　看见我对你的好

还是你忘了　那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻　傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人

我说你傻　傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人

我们都傻　傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出

还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身

我说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身

我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真

还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事　继续温习我会　讽刺也无所谓

我说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身

你说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身

我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真

还在期待会有奇迹出现............

"Transit"

Back again. This time, at least for another few days.

Today is 17 Sept, I am not sure how many events would actually fall on this date and indirectly got me involved, but the funny thing is that I ain't going to any but intending to do something 'stupid' again. And for that, I shall not mention or attempt to clarify anything. 2/10 bars of energy left, and I probably only have time to recharge till I am well to head out again.

Moving on, I realized that I just needed 3 more days before I am out of that cage. I really need that breather. Its no 'fun' hanging on to 3 jobs of different perspectives, different aims, meeting different people whom might be somebody you have met when you were young. Everyone of us leads a different path in life, everything is planned for you and no matter how you dread your life, you still have to move on. But I have come to learnt it can be meaningless when you take in on more activities and responsibilities and earn a few more grands per month just to make sure tomorrow is near and you get to see it. 10% is only what I get to spend, how pathetic!

Learn to stand up when you fall, something I never fail to forget. Although I have fallen into the deepest hole that anyone can ever imagine, I told myself not to collapse. People can't wait to label u a coward when u decide to give up on yourself.

Never be stagnant at a place for too long.

You might be a 'breeding ground' for somebody else.

Keep on movin'

Weekend Bites

Pursue your passion when you are still young,

but always remember to slow down time to time and take a good look around :)

Living with so much peace.

Life is so much appreciated in this new surrounding.

It is so beautiful when serenity sets in....

Da List

My current top 5 korean hits!

1. 2NE1 - Ugly

2. B2ST - Fiction

3. Miss A - Goodbye Baby

4. Infinite - Be Mine

5. Super Junior - Mr. Simple

Monster

I’ll stop the whole world, I’ll stop the whole world
From turning into a monster and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we survived?
Now that you’re gone, the world is ours.

Last week of July

Yes, if you are just like me and have not realised, this is the last week of July.

Especially significant for me when I have lots of July wishes still unfulfilled, actually just a couple left, didn't have a long list to start with anyway. And I doubt I will be able to get it done, still hoping for miracles and keeping my fingers crossed. Strangely enough, I do not wish for August to arrive.

For the first time in two months, this was the first weekend I actually stayed home for most of the time. In fact, I am really proud of myself that I didn't even head out today. Initial plan was to dinner with LLF, but Harry Potter wins it all =( And so Mr Lyon was lying on his bed at home, looking at those work documents that he brought back on fri. Supposed to work on it, but after staring at them for the whole day, nothing productive has been achieved.

Two weddings to attend this week. Went for xms classmate, Felicia's wedding at Sentosa Capella Hotel last weekend and was amazed by the exquisite table gift. Finally had a chance to meet up with the 4e1 guys, we are 26 years old and still act pretty childish and fooling around with our jokes. I had fun, seriously, I havn't been happy for a very long period.

Checked my CJ Dance card, have already missed 3 classes. Been trying to tell myself to go but its really tough nowadays. I just need to let go of certain things, forget those personal considerations and I will be fine.

Feeling a little paranoid nowadays.

Seeing double vision, its pretty scary and I aint sure if I will be able to continue to drive.

But I am monitoring closely.

LLF doesn't know.

And perhaps I should just keep it this way for the time being.

I used to laugh at those family quarrels on TV because I felt that those people are so childish quarreling over trivial issues when there are more important stuff to see to, and that TV is never a replicate of reality. Now I have second thoughts. And as eldest son of the family, I come to realise that there are mysteries in life that I can never find the truth to. Given the right to speak up does not mean that things will definitely go your way.

Getting ready my 1 dollar parking coupons for the coming week.....

Prepared 3 new songs for the coming week.....

320am, time for bed. Goodnight world!

More entries coming up......

Night Festival

An upcoming event that happens annually.

Last year's was great, this year the programme is even better =)

Looking forward to it.

Soon

I came back for my blog, after 2 months of not blogging.

Yeps, There will be updates soon.

I will do one last one pretty quick.